I tried so hard to get better
to get over this, to forget it all and move on and I thought I was getting to the point where I could say "wow, I’m feeling a lot better", but right now I couldn't feel any worse.
I feel empty yet so full of emotion. What do you do when there’s nothing but pain left inside you? And what if everything we were looking for only existed in our dreams?
What when the worst complications literally take your breath away.
How do you explain something you don't even understand yourself?
There‘s going to be very painful moments in your life that will change your world in a matter of minutes. These moments will change you. And you don’t know pain until you'
re begging yourself to just hold on and be strong.
But you can rise up from anything. You can completely recreate yourself. Nothing is permanent. You‘re not stuck. You have choices. You can think new thoughts. You can create new habits.
Maybe not today or tomorrow or even in a year, but eventually things will turn up. You will get better and be able to look back and say with relief: I made it!
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